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My sweater graduating


wow :( your mother sounds exactly like my step mother when I was your age. It was hell. I know what you are going through. Maybe that is why I am 1500 miles away from my parent...I do believe that if you want to get things right, you will find a way. It seems like you are. :) from johnxo69

Lucky you lol. But i’ll figure everything out. I got this!


Long you live and high you’ll fly and smiles you’ll give and tears you’ll cry and all you touch and all you see is all your life will ever be.

— This is my future tattoo. 


Day after putting Wroofio down. Didn’t wash my hand for 2 days. Gross I know. But get over it.

Wroofio. I miss you so much baby. Home is even more not home without you. You are my life and you’ll always be in my heart. I appologize from the bottom of my heart for not thinking about you everyday, I swear it’s totally accidental. I hope you know how much I loved you and still do. I still bear that emptiness in my heart where I hold the memory of you safe. Looking at pictures of you it’s hard to believe you were either real or are gone. I’ve been attached to your hip for 9 years, and I plan on it for another 70. You were my angel, and now you actually are. I love you my sweet boy, and please help me get through this. I never needed you more. 
Forever&Always <3 View Larger

Day after putting Wroofio down. Didn’t wash my hand for 2 days. Gross I know. But get over it.

Wroofio. I miss you so much baby. Home is even more not home without you. You are my life and you’ll always be in my heart. I appologize from the bottom of my heart for not thinking about you everyday, I swear it’s totally accidental. I hope you know how much I loved you and still do. I still bear that emptiness in my heart where I hold the memory of you safe. Looking at pictures of you it’s hard to believe you were either real or are gone. I’ve been attached to your hip for 9 years, and I plan on it for another 70. You were my angel, and now you actually are. I love you my sweet boy, and please help me get through this. I never needed you more. 

Forever&Always <3


Enhancements

Mkay, so I am trying to act more girly. Apparently I’m not girly enough, and I totally get that. I just got a nice bra which I am super stoked about. And I’ve been dressing a lot more girly. 

Honestly, I do hope it helps a little within the HBH community. I’m still keeping my fingers crossed with JD and I’m thinking it will take a little bit but there is a possibility we can happen. Jake always pushes it but Jack never denies anything and even says shit like “Why do you have to push this, just let fate take its course.” I don’t know. Once again I could be looking into this way too much, but I like knowing that there could be a chance. Jake is always like “You two are going to happen sooner or later, might as well start it now.” or “You two will end up together.” or “You guys are like soulmates.” Hah, blah. Whatever. I hate getting my hopes up, but I can’t help but agree. 

Keep your fingers crossed for me. I’m ready to have a relationship; and hopefully with the guy I actually like. (: 


Well. It was a great spring break. Friday night was interesting. Gotta love Jake making this weird between Jack Steven and I but whatever…kind of flattering.

I fucking hate family holidays.. so I’m just sitting here by myself..

Maybe I should do my homework?